School starts and I am back in school again. I was excited at first, to see my friends and classmate back in school All of us have exciting things to talk about our vacation or clinical attachment. It is our third and final year in poly and 6 months later we will be having our PRCP attachment for the rest of the year.

Suddenly, I felt that I have so little time to be in Ngee Ann, to be with my friends. 6 months later, all of us will be going to different hospital for our attachment and after that 6 months, everyone will be working. And when that happen, it will really decrease the time we will spend together. As I am bonded to a hospital under Singhealth while most of my friends were bonded to National Health care group, we can't even see each other at cluster's gatherings or meetings. The thought of these really makes my tear flow down my face. Now, I really wished that I could at least have a chances to go on a trip with them and do many many activities together before it is too late. That is why I acted childishly these few days, and only was thinking about playing and shopping.

Now i finally understand why the working adults always say it is better to be a student. That is because when you are a working adult, you tend to loss more than you are gaining. I don't think that you will still find a friend who really thinks like you in the working world. Even if you have found one, she may not be in the same working shift as you. You wouldn't have the time to talk and chat as you have tons of work wait for you to complete. I don't think that you will even spend time chatting on the phone as you might find it childish to gossip on the phone like little girls. Then everyone will be busy with their own life and no body bother to care about your problems.

I HATE THIS LIFE....

+ ChunChun @ 6:21 PM