Today, I woke up in tears...I had a terrible nightmare. In the nightmare, I am a student who is trying my very best to get good result and to impress one of my lecturer. I got a 34/40 for my paper and i was so happy because i thought i finally did it, i have proved myself good enough to be my lectuere's student. In a part of my nightmare, my lecturer asked the class a question. I flipped every books and notes I've got, looking for the answer. However, my lecturer sat down beside me and told me this," every time when i turned around, i saw you talking to a friend beside you...you are not fit to be in my class. leave this place now!" after hearing this, I packed my stufff and the whole class was looking at me. I kept all my notes and books into my bag. In my mind i was thinking," you asked me to find out something, i found already. You want me to note down what you say, I also have done that. I got 34/40 for your test and now, i found out that everything i do, YOU DON"T KNOW IT. you have sterotype me from the start."

Well, sad to say that this dream sort of reflects my real life situation. No matter how hard i try to prove to my lecturer, he won't see. He only notice me when i am talking, couldn't answer his question or when i happens to fell asleep. He is some one i respect but I think He thinks that I am not someone worthy of his respect and teaching me is a waste of his time. Sad to have this type of lectuerer...but that's life...

+ ChunChun @ 9:12 AM

Yesterday, i went to bugis with a friend. Over there, we saw another side of bugis; a more relax, older, Malay and less hip side of bugis. I love that place, well it's Arab street to be exact. Over there were many old shop house with hidden treasure it them. We could find many nice and cheap stuff. The shopkeepers were friendly and even though we may not be buying anything, they will still smile and say thank you. There were many cafe, which has those really comfortable sofa and sells very nice coffee. Unlike the other side of bugis, the young and hip one, the Arab street is a quieter place and a smell of asia. I would love to go back there again soon, with lots of money and go for a shopping spree!

+ ChunChun @ 1:55 PM

hi-pee, exam is over liao...so happy. but also feeling a bit sad. i had just lent my friend some money yesterday. Being a stingy person, my heart ache a little. Actually i can get over the money issue, because i know that i will get it back soon... but these few days, i have many things to purchase(my mrt pass, top up my card, eat and drink). A sudden lost of so much money, my heart super super aching sia...

OK, i have to think positive now. Next week i will get my pay, two weeks later my friend will return me the money(i hope) and another two weeks later i will get paid for my attachment. So, i will be rich again(WOOOHOOO). i am imagining me swimming in a pool of money...

+ ChunChun @ 4:34 PM

today is a very very bad day for me...
1. today is first day of menses
2. i Q up at the wrong Q for the shuttle bus to school.Saw the bus left right in front of me.
3. today almost late for exam
4. feeling sleepy while doing exam
5. having cramps during exam
6.found out that some big month ppl told the others that we were given tips for exam
7. the lecturer are resetting the papers because of that...
8. because of that, have to revise on everything and not just focusing on the given topic.
9. oh, did i mention that my ankle still haven't really recover yet.

Omg, Omg, Omg...HELP ME!!!

+ ChunChun @ 6:07 PM

Ouch...my ankle hurts...I went to a nearby shopping centre for a break from studies and while i was walking down the stairs, i missed a step and you can guess what happen next. Some more, i fell in front of a man, then he show that " it's none of my business" face to me. I felt like saying..."THANK YOU FOR WATCHING...IT'S VERY HELPFUL OF U". oh well, just my luck...
In the evening, i went to the seventh month's dinner which is held just below my house. it was kinda boring, sitting right beside a bunch of noisy aunties, but at least the foods were nice. the shark fin soup was kinda tasteless, however, there is a lot of fins in my bowl. It's my first time going to the seventh month's dinner and i feel that it is even better than the dinner i had 2 months ago. It was my secondary school's anniversary celebration dinner and it suck big time. At least for this seventh month dinner, no one to spoilt my mood, the food wasn't sucky, the weather was fine.

+ ChunChun @ 11:52 AM

Recently, I've finish watching a Korean TV drama,"Goong". It's so damn nice and touching. Once i dried my tears, then it will start flowing down my cheek again... How i wish my life will be like the TV drama's final episode, a fairy tale ending. I strongly recommand everyone who can read or hear chinese, to watch it. Its worth your time and tears...haha.

+ ChunChun @ 11:13 PM

I am feeling very drownsy now, because i had just taken my cough medicine. But i don't feel like sleeping ley, the night is still young.Now, my whole family got the cough, thanks for my brother. He passed the cough to us, plus the hot, polluted air, everybody is sick. So unfortunate to get this cough now, because i am suppose to be studying for my exam...boohoo...

+ ChunChun @ 11:01 PM

i guess when a person is bored studying, your mind will keep wonder off to "lala land". Today, i thought of the delicious meal that i had 2 weeks ago. the place is at clementi park. It looks old but the surprise is hidden in it. it is a 2 storey
buffet restuarant. there were italy, jap and local food section. i remember taking alot of food; tako ball, spaghetti, cakes, ice cream, seafood, laksa, beef and chicken chop, satay, soup, chicken rice, salad, pizza, finger food, sushi, jelly, steam bun and siew mai, noodles, latte, cappacino, food juice. The food that i love the most is the herbal soup....yummy, yummy. oh yeah, there is also yoghurt in frozen strawberry, sweet! i remembered having tummy upset for 2 days, due to eating too much good food. hahaha, but if very miserable sia. if i get to go there again, i will choose my food wisely. lucky i didn't gain weight.

+ ChunChun @ 7:36 PM

this time round i have to go to TTSH for my attachment...hai, so far away from the place where i am living. have to wake up early liao... I WANT MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!!!this time round it is a four weeks attachment, sian. But, I will survive! i have come this far in this course and i am not giving up just because i am attached to TTSH. lucky for me, the CF is a nice one and got so many familiar faces doing attachment with me. Wish me good luck!

+ ChunChun @ 1:34 PM

haha, just seen the last post of my blog and found out that i hasn't been writing for a long.....long....time. Today, i started writing again is because, i have a sudden urge to express my feelings right now.
just now, when i was doing revision for my exam, a sudden thought of " i wonder how's my primary school friends are doing right now". it's weird that that thought actually come to me after 6 years since i left primary school. i began to imagine, what would it be like if we have a gathering? when i meet them, will i reconginse most of them? how much have they changed? Are the boys more handsome and mature now? Are the girls still so sweet and cute as they were in primary school?
the thought of these make me excited, that it make me want to write it down here, to share my thoughts with the viewers of my blog.

PS: btw, I am from St. Anthony Primary school, 6 years ago, in class 6-3(in 1999). if anyone is from that class, please give me your details( ur name, your photo, so that i can recall u) to this e-mail, michelletanyq@otmail.com.....thanks.

+ ChunChun @ 12:54 PM